Oh what I would do to have
The kind of faith it takes to climb out of this boat I'm in
On to the crashing waves

To step out of my comfort zone
Into the realm of the unknown where Jesus is
And He's holding out His hand

But the waves are calling out my name and they laugh at me
Reminding me of all the times I've tried before and failed
The waves they keep on telling me
Time and time again, "Boy, You'll never win!"
"You'll never win!"

*
But the Voice of Truth tells me a different story
The Voice of Truth says, "Do not be afraid!"
And the Voice of Truth says, "This is for My glory"
Out of all the voices calling out to me
I will choose to listen and believe
The Voice of Truth

Oh what I would do to have
The kind of strength it takes to stand before a giant
With just a sling and a stone
Surrounded by the sound of a thousand warriors
Shaking in their armor
Wishing they'd have had the strength to stand

But the giant's calling out my name and he laughs at me
Reminding me of all the times I've tried before and failed
The giant keeps on telling me
Time and time again, "Boy, You'll never win!"
"You'll never win!"

*

But the stone was just the right size
To put the giant on the ground
And the waves they don't seem so high
From on top of them lookin' down
I will soar with the wings of eagles
When I stop and listen to the sound of Jesus
Singing over me

*

I will listen and believe
I will listen and believe
The Voice of Truth

I will listen and believe
Cause Jesus you are the Voice of Truth
And I will listen to you
you are

Finally got the chance to update my blog.. XD
i guess i'm quite a frequent blogger.hahaa..


Let's seee.. went to catch ENCHANTED with Mian Bao gang.. >.<
don't start saying eeeee ok.. haha! cuz it's not a bad show ehh; it's like a combine of most of the fairytale movies like Snow white, sleeping beauty etc.. yeah,had a good laugh and you sure will enjoy it. ;)
Decor at night was goood. i'm enjoying it! hahaha paint paint paint! yay!


For SS confirmations was.. unbelievable.
my heart totally sank throughout the whole night and the day after..
was really asking God what happened!!
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yeahh, quite a drag to the ARISE event! :X we did alot alot of trustfalls there.
you know, when you stand on a platform and people will catch you below.
haha i did it, twice only. heee. so kia man.. but quite fun. i landed on my butt the first try.LOL. dunno how mah.. but the second one was good.
poor bernadette did alot alot of times cuz she is so light! hehee. XD
my body like yao suan bei tong for a few days after.. now's better. yepp


Had CL RETREAT after that! ahhhh didn't stay for the stayover. not even the teaching! :(
but had fun playing sabo-ing games with the Swiss Hotel pool water! gaaaa! :D
Koko Masun came on that Saturday night! :DDDD
superrrr happy to see him!! we went prata-ing.. oops can't say that way...
we went to eat prata after midnight at simpang.heheee.. and talked the whole night~
sooo sadddd! he left on Sunday morning! :((
i just feel like going back to Jakarta and join them with the fun. haais. patient~


OKAY!
felt so good to blog about those days.. had much learnings..
even today, was late for first class, that's maths! for like 17min or so lah. But can you believe it, i was late for a 2pm class! :X
reason because i went to the Post Office to pay some bills first and the queue was longgg..
haha! why i decided to queue was because i was reminded by the time when Koko Masun was going off to Jakarta. when he reached the airport, even before he passes through the immigration, the board says that GATE CLOSING. i was like huhhh! faster!" i even told him to cut queue says that he is late. hahaa but he is so calm.. and in the end he made it of course..

That's why, my brother was almost late to catch a flight, for me i even got 15 min of grace if i were to be late. haha! i caught that peace in my heart.. not so anxious but relax... yayy :))
and i had a good journey to school too..



*kan ku pandang wajahMu

Oh yeah, forgot to mentioned about yesterday!
Went for Parachute band concert at Heart of God Church! :D haha, Gabriel's church..
love the rapper! and the atmosphere.yeah.. Unfamiliar with the songs but great, i was led into the worship.yupp (:



Perhaps i should start with a "My Embarrassing Moments journal"
or whatever it is we can call it..

Haaa.. can't stand myself. felt like i'm so clumsy and blur. hais.
not so much when it comes to studies lah (well there was), but even when talking to people..
weird eh.. knock knock my brain?

Okok, today.. after Cg i rush down to tampines with Dawn to meet some chaichee girls; but we didn't made it! why.. well firstly, the girls need to go already, on the other hand, i mistook the library with some housing board office! gosh.dumb eh.
and Dawn's like.. shepherd how can you be so blur. hees..

ok from now on!
refrain from using the words-
dumb
stupid
wahlauu
kuku

so perhaps.. i don't mind being the Sleeping Beauty rather than a dumb-ku or ku-dumb.
haha, okayy mian bao! XD


*lead me

SURRENDER

GLORIFY

two words in just one night
thank you Papa (:

My younger left for Jakarta last Thursday, nobody to bully at and play with at home now.. XD
Mum's also flying off to Jkt this Wed..
haha, stay over anyone?? XD

Tests and projects this week.. thank God i'm getting the hand of it already, not so stress as before, (i hope)
do it with diligence! :D

Everyone gotta get yourself back on track..
your heart and your spirit!
all out for Jesus!
and of course, as what Joy shared.. it's never too late.. few more weeks to camp, who cares! we just have to give our best now.. ahhhh God! help me to be focused!!!
Hehe, East B, let's pray together everyday at 10PM! by that time..drop everything you got and pray for yourself and for new souls to come starting from this week til camp!

Remeber what P.U.S.H stands for?
Pray Until Something Happens!
(:


*bless someone with a song today!

Heyy!
i finally went for ice-skating for the first time in my life!! haha yayy! so happy eh..
Went with Sandy and Estee at the Kallang leisure park there.. people says it dao bi le, but it was rebuilt! heh, though there got only less than 10 shops so far lah.. go there next month or so, then there will be more things. yeah!

Anyways!
when i went to get the skates, the attendant took my receipt to chop it or something, and he asked me "ji hao?" guess what i said, "jin tian shi wu hao."
err.. lol, they simply LOL leh.. i thought they was asking what's the date today but they're actually asking what's my shoe size!?~ alamak.. paiseh man..
geees.. i was so kia at first, but when i stepped into the ring, i just skate through! yayyy.. so cool so cool.. cold but nice. :DD Nice Sandy and Estee helped me out a lot on the skills. haha, and i got to know Joanne. a girl from RP; she's been skating since she was 8 lah. she can do the spinning thing.. woahh :D

I'm still excited about the whole ice skating thing. yay! anyone wanna go ice skate with me some day? hahas.tell me! oh but, let's save up for it. :X
yeapp.

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY KOKO YOGA! -
funny if i put Koko Masun here. oops. -
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*PLAYLIST musicale this saturday! :D

I pon-ned school today!! wahahahaa.. no lah..
Being a nice grand-daughter i missed school to accompany my dear grandma to NUH. XD
I think it's been a while since i stepped into a hospital.. seeing the nurses reminds me of future Joy that's going to study nursing.heheh..


I remembered Joy shared during a recent teaching that those who are disabled are the one who appreciate life the most.. with whatever they got.. for the blind they can hear. for the lame they can still use their hands. etc etc. and with gifts they have, they wanna maximise to bring glory for his name.. (:
thiking of ourselves,we should be humble in hearts, not taking things God's love for granted; and other people's love too..
ohh, it's drizzling now how nice.. (:
think back on the incy wincy little blessings that you got.. those things are beautiful..


*catch up with school work now~

Did my first presentation for PSPS, that's one of the subjects that i'm taking. thankfully my presentation was pretty easy, just talked about some parts of the scooter. XD
and i think i'm getting the hand on maths already.. getting more exciting eh. lols. differentiation and integration here i come! hohohoo.. (:


Just some food for thought.. Recently, was challenged again by firstly, in worship on Sat, PS Shirley's sermon, CLmeet, then today from Joy.
Really, i long to get that vision from God that will keep me burning for Christ!
i want to lie awake on my bed keep thinking about His people!
i want to go the extra mile even though my schedule seems to slow me down!
i want to fast and pray to receive more insights from God!
i want to go in faith to the land and expect the miracle!
i want to help my sheep to grow!
i simply want to love God and His people!

I wouldn't put taht as a vow or promise.. cuz if i don't fulfill it God will not be pleased with just talkers.! But really, it's something that is stirring in me.. Holy spirit, i pray that you will guide me in this, don't let it fade away..amen! ((:



*time flies~
49 more days to the end of 2007!

Am discussing a project now.. huhuuu.. actually my eyes really are closing liao~ But decided to blog abt today..
Yayy, the leaders are back from LC in Thailand.. so good lor.. they went snorkling! (is that how you spell it..) heee.. the crystal clear blue water!! i likeeee and i wannnttt.. hope i can find a chance to go feed the fishes too. hehee..

Oh yeah, i so miss this song! When the drummer started out when the song is beginning, yeah i predicted that we're going to sing this.. But it just gave me a different feel as the Spirit moves in my heart; i cant do anything on my own and with my own strenth. God help me! help me! help me!


CAME TO MY RESCUE

Falling on my knees in worship
Giving all I am to seek your face
Lord all I am is yours

My whole life
I place in your hands
God of Mercy
Humbled I bow down
In your presence at your throne

I called you answered
And you came to my rescue and I
I wanna be where you are

In my life be lifted high
In our world be lifted high
In our love be lifted high


*that's my prayer (:

I catched THE GAME PLAN with Yeokhoon yesterday! :DD
I'm not good in doing a movie review or book review.. hahaa, but the show is worth watching! can use it as a for of SOW; they sure wanna meet you up for that! XD
Anyways, taught yeokhoon some maths before we left. hohohoo.. maths! wouldn't say that i miss secondary school maths cuz i'm doing that now! -.-
luckily i managed to help her out with the algebra and graphs.yay~ not bad ah..

Projects are coming.. my classmates and i doesn't seem to take it so seriously. hahaa XD
nvm care for it later! =X



*Shall update more later. Off to church service soon! (:

Had CG at Amanda's house on Thursday! wahh.. really thank God for that place! it's air-conditioned, peaceful, clean and pleasant! hahaa. <3
Because there were less than 10 of us and we were just praying for ourselves, sense of urgency, camp and the schools! (Joy we prayed for you too~)
I just suddenly thought that the words that come out from the mouth of the prayer leader may be simple.. but it's the heart that mean it that counts! (: you know we shouldn't be afraid in leading prayers during CG or any period actually.. LOL, why i said that man.. ahaha sometimes i will be scared too~ c'mon have a breakthrough in that! (:




" You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart."
*Jeremiah 29:13

to FAITH Team!!

Continue to keep up with the compassionate and diligent spirit in pioneering MacPherson!
You girls are gonna conquer this land! And see a strong and vibrant community in there by the end of this year!
With God, All Things Are Possible!!
Gotta Work Hard and Pray Hard!
Come one! Let's see this come to pass and put into action what we speak!

<3>





Just saw a postcard which joy gave to our Faith Team after she returned from Brisbane's missions trip. heheee.. brought back some really nice chocolate marshmallows! (:
And now i'm so encouraged by those words..
Pioneering schools are really making us mad for God- but are you loosing the momentum?
C'mon pick yourself up once again..
ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE WITH GOD!




*54 days to the end of CG08 phase 1

I know i shouldn't use my blog to rant all my thoughts now..
but i kinda having mixed feelings right now; hurr..this and that.. GAH!
i can't focus in doing my maths now, and psps project, and some other plannings! oh my..



God says slow down..
when you're stress, just use ya 20% in panicking, the 80% ?
seek Him!
when you know it. why don't you do it..



*upgrading my life

Went to Pasir Ris Park for roller bladeing today!! :D
Only me, Bern, Chrystal and QingXia made it! Actually we were suppose to go for the 3pm slot, but we were late. Thankfully we can go ahead with the 5pm one.. got EC too-so it's merrier! hehee..
We totally just whack with it when we got the skates.. the instructor didn't teach us anything lor; as the class was big. ONE : TWENTY PLUS. =X
yeah, and chrystal and i made it.
with the tune of the song "give me oil in my lamp..", we made..

Give me strength to my leg
keep me moving, moving, moving
Give me strength to my leg,
i pray (i pray).
Give me strength to my leg
keep me moving, moving, moving
keep me moving til the end of the way~

nice one right~ and it works-
lol, we managed to made it through to and fro. (:


*HAPPY 1 YEAR SPIRITUAL BIRTHDAY BERNADETTE!! :D
-purple for barney; yay!